Lara

i never update this thing. . .

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 13:52:25 GMT

but i am babysitting and the kids are actually leaving me alone for a hot minute so i figured i would write a lil sumthin sumthin.
last week stacy and i went on a road trip, mainly so i can see anthony for a short amount of time. the driving wasnt bad at all. it went by pretty fast and it was good to relax and get away from my everyday life. i miss anthony like you wouldnt believe and leaving him at giants stadium was tough. hes having a rough summer which makes it harder for me to have him away. i wish he were having the summer of his life,. hopefully it will only get better and go by super duper fast. and i cant wait until my show in providence. not sure we will make it to DCI finals. . in that case Ant is gonna be so upset if im not there, and so will i, but what can ya do. hopefully i will make it up there.

on another note, there seems to be an engagement/marriage epidemic. all these people i know are getting married and stuff. crazy, i feel old. not sure if i like it or not. most importantly, chrissy will be getting married next summer and i will be in that wedding. thats pretty exciting :-)

ok. . . time to go make like im doing something. maybe i will update again soon. who knows.

peace

i was bored as well, so i copied this

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 20:18:44 GMT

SECTION 1 ABOUT YOURSELF
+ Known as: Lara, Laradiddle, Larrie, whateva you wanna call me
+ Lives in: East Brunswick, Dirty Jerz
+ Birthday: 10/02/81
+ School: soon to be Kean U, again
+ Religion: Jew
+ Shoe size: 10
+ Hair color: Brown- with some reddish
+ Eye color: Brown
+ Style: whatever you wanna categorize me ass
+ Fears: height, falling, ghosts, etc.

SECTION 2 HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Cheated on someone? No.
+ Been Cheated on? who knows
+ Fallen off the bed? probably, yeah
+ Broken someone’s heart? probably
+ Had your heart broken? perhaps
+ Had a dream come true? maybe a wish, a dream- that would be nuts
+ Done something you regret? never regret, just realize it was a bad decision
+ Cheated on a test? but of course, :-)

SECTION 3 CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? Aero Jeans (finally can fit into them, woo!) and a green t-shirt
+ Listening to? the hum of the computer
+ Located? chad's room, even though he doesnt live here- its still his room
+ Chatting with? myself
+ Watching? nuttin
+ Should REALLY be doing? jogging.

SECTION 4 DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? of course
+ Like anybody? i hate people. . . :-)
+ Have any piercing? yes yes yes
+ Drive? Yes
+ Drink? yes
+ Smoke? i smoke crack
+ Got a pager? ha! my dog ate my pager back in the day
+ ... cell phone? yes

SECTION 5 PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? a teacher and a mom and also a wonderful wife
+ What has been the best day of your life? the day i was born, lol?!
+ What comes first in your life? whatever i feel like
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? "man, i should have gone to bed earlier"
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? hmm, my grandmother
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? none
+ Love your family? yes
+ Love your friends? of course i do!

SECTION 6 FAVORITE...
+ Movie: the cliche ones probably
+ Song: that changes periodically, probably somethin by DMB- like #41 is always my fav
+ Group: DMB- even though im not into them like i use to be
+ Store: target
+ Relative: my dog, lol
+ Sport: drum corps :-)
+ Ice Cream Flavor: vanilla, plain and simple
+ Fruit: most anything
+ Candy: something friuty and chewy
+ Holiday: my bday! <3
+ Day of the Week: whichever is good
+ Time: this is dumb
+ Color: i like all colors
+ Name for a Girl: Lara Ilyse, duh!
+ Name for a Boy: *Anthony* :-)

SECTION 7 DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? to some people
+ Like to give kisses? see above
+ Like to walk in the rain? not usually
+ Prefer black or blue pens? whatevers good
+ Like to travel? yes yes yes
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side, or stomach
+ Think you're attractive? pshh. . well, now that i have a new haircut . . .
+ Have a goldfish? haha what?!.
+ Ever have the falling dream? all the time, CREEPY
+ Have stuffed animals? a bunch

SECTION 10 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
+ Abortion: Anthony and I saw a truck with a dead fetus on it today in Linden, it was quite amusing. . is that twisted of me?!
+ Smoking: whatevers good for you
+ Eating Disorders: i like food.
+ Suicide: crazy
+ Summer: yay summer!
+ Tattoos: not for me.
+ Piercings: rock on.

SECTION 11 THIS OR THAT...
+ Pierced nose or tongue? Inose all the way! hawt
+ MTV or BET? MTV- my guilty pleasure
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? neither
+ Sugar or salt? Salt
+ Silver or gold? silver- or platinum
+ Chocolate or flowers? i dont really like chocolate, and flowers make me sneeze- but they DO last longer and dont get me fat
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? black and white
+ M&M's or Skittles? Skittles
+ Stay up late or sleep in? Stay up!
+ Hot or cold? warm
+ Sun or moon? I am sun and you are. . .woah, 98 flash back of Miss Saigon
+ Left or Right? Right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? One best friend.
+ Mustard or ketchup? ketchup! yeah 57.
+ Happy or sad? happy
+ Wonder or amazement? wonder
+ McDonald's or Burger King? wendys, or taco bell
+ Mexican or Italian food? mexican!
+ Lights on or off? off.
+ Pepsi or Coke? diet coke.

Represent!

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 15:06:24 GMT

I've heard about this guy before. . . but hehe, check it out!

http://www.abum.com/?show_media=3522&file_type=Movies

*i stole this link from somewhere else. rock.

upset or happy. . . i go to sleep

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 06:22:33 GMT

You meet some great people through some great times in your life

and even though you do not see them or speak to them everyday they are worth every second of your heart

some far across the country, on the other side of your state, or a mile away from your home they will come through when you need them to

counting your friends on one hand is a present

tell them you love them

but even moreso. . . SHOW them that you are always there for them

a phone call away

an e-mail away

or even a random text message here or there

maybe I am too chill

sometimes being nice gets you nowhere but to the state of aggrevation

but still remain calm

perhaps the snow will accumulate enough for my dreams to persist one hundred and twenty minutes longer than usual

goodnight. . .

. . . i miss you.

wow! another update tonight :-)

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 03:32:39 GMT

its just this stupid thing . . . it passed like 10 minutes by

Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band
Created by naw5689 and taken 9996 times on bzoink!
Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:	Dave Matthews Band
Are you male or female:	Iam who I am who I am who am I
Describe yourself:	I'll do my best for you
How do some people feel about you:	I was just wondering if'd come along hold up my head when my head wont hold on
How do you feel about yourself:	Twenty three and so tired of life such a shame to throw it all away
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:	Greedy little pig
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:	I’d dance a thousand steps for you
Describe where you want to be:	I do know, where you go, is where I want to be
Describe what you want to be:	Could I have been anyone other than me
Describe how you live:	But laughing out loud makes the pain pass by
Describe how you love:	Tied up and twisted,the way I'd like to be For you, for me, come crash
Share a few words of wisdom	one drink to remember another to forget
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When it snows. . . you do crazy things

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 00:20:05 GMT

LaRaDidDle: i might even take a shower. . . i am THAT bored
Melisssa5210: i hate being this bored
Melisssa5210: when showers are something to do not just hygenic

Hello fellow LJ users. . . thought this wonderful snow day would be a perfect time for me to update this thing. I really have nothing to say, as I have cabin fever and am quite cranky this evening. :-)

With all of that said. . . I shall sit here and mope until I become motivated to do something productive.

RECENT POLL

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 18:56:44 GMT

Should Lara march this summer? Bushwackers. and i mean MARCH, not stand in front of the damn corps picking my ass all day.

help persuade me to saying yes :-)

there is really nothing holding me back.

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 17:42:55 GMT

I'm not in it for myself. . . .

what are you in it for?

I love working at the pre-school because I get along with the staff so well. We come up with great ideas together. Nobody is big headed and afraid to let someone else do their job. We respect eachother and do everything we do to benefit the children.

Communication is the key. Frustration, aggrevation, and big egos is not the way to go about things.

. . . Think about it.

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 01:27:25 GMT

GO YANKEES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry Anthony. . . You can drop kick me in the neck to make up for it.

wanna ride bikes?

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 13:40:17 GMT

Hey!!! I am in Jerusalem right now. My trip was over yesterday morning but I am so in love with Israel that I wanted to stay. So my friend Melanie (who I met on the trip) and I were so lucky to be able to stay with someone we met here, Yael, and her family in Jerusalem. The people here are soooo nice and everything is beautiful! I have not once felt unsafe (even when I heard about the bombing that happened the other day) except for yesterday when we walked around the old city and we walked through the Arab Quarter. I got a little Nervous then, but it was fine. I have met such amazing people, both from America and Israel. I cannot wait to come back home to show pictures and share stories, although life here seems like something I can do. anyway. . . Im off to hang out with some beautiful Israeli people. See you on Monday!!!

Lara

diaryland sucks

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 02:20:30 GMT

so i havent updated in a while

in the last week i have seen:

barenaked ladies
alanis morisette
n.e.r.d.
dave matthews band
the roots
311

ROCKING!!!!

9 more days till i go to Israel :-)

ISRAEL!

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 15:18:08 GMT

Got my flight info. . . its official.
I leave out of JFK 7:30pm on Agust 3rd. Arrive in Israel 12:45pm (august 4th)
I leave Israel on August 13th at 12:15 (their time) and arrive at JFK 4:45 (our time)

this is gonna be sooooooo awesome! i cant wait to get out of here!

once i am there i also can make arrangements to stay even longer for an extra $50, but I will also have to pay to stay somewhere i suppose. we'll see.

4 more weeks.

i've never been more anxious.

:-)

should i stay or should i go now?

Wed, 26 May 2004 01:22:00 GMT

so i got accepted to go on a trip to israel August 4th-the 14th for FREE. i need your help in deciding if it is a smart idea to go. . . im leaning to yes, but i have my concerns of course. . . help me out and let me know!!!!

here is a lil description of the trip. . .

If you are looking for an unparalleled way to experience the awesome adventure of Israel, this is the trip for you. Our most popular program, this is the only birthright israel trip in which you travel for 10-days with Israeli peers. You will hike and explore the natural beauty of the land, and discover the power of the desert as you camp out beneath the stars. Participate in workshops on Israel in the media and the current political situation. Take part in a community service project. Experience Shabbat in Jerusalem, leave a personal prayer in the stones of the Western Wall and climb Masada for sunrise. Israel with Israeli peers... It is an experience you will never forget!

LP

Mon, 24 May 2004 16:30:45 GMT

so they blocked using the AIM link on aol.com on the computers here at school. thats some fucking bullshit. they are like the AIM nazi's in here or something.

of course the lab in the radio station where i normally hang out doesnt give a shit what you do in there! we watch all sorts of things on those computers.

fuck the library.

and thats my yelling for the day :-)

Tue, 11 May 2004 17:02:53 GMT

yeaaaaah i know it's been forever. but whateva. i like this whole POST A MEMORY in my journal thing. . . so. . . DO IT!

otherwise. . lets see what's new.

graduated college last week. . . still need 3 summer classes but i walked. wore the cap and gown. im basically there.

funny how time flies. now what to do with my life? well. . . thats for fate to work itself out.

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 17:18:06 GMT

GAY STRAIGHT ALLIANCE if your High School has a GSA club plllllease contact me with the advisors name and contact info, i.e. number, email address. OR if you know any cool gay teenagers wanting to come out to their parents, whatnot. i know you all know SOMEONE or have some sort of Club at your high school. love you mucho. . .

be on tv!!!

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 02:01:23 GMT

hey girls and guys. . . i am interning at this production company who is now casting for a show called "girls vs. guys" its a reality competition show. you need to be 16 before july 5th i believe.

go to this website. . .

http://www.the-n.com/ntv/gvb/castingcall/

CHECK IT OUT!!! i know you all are, or know cool crazy personable kids who are 16 years old!!

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 02:12:34 GMT

yeah yeah yeah. . . i am alive. i just don't write in this thing anymore. life is life, as usual. some good things, some bad things. . . but i thought i would share this with all my Surf peeps, as Melissa so kindly reminded me of it. . . I sure as hell will not miss playing the game. ha!

Wed, 21 Jan 2004 03:35:15 GMT

THIS Friday night.

JORDAN KNIGHT @ the sawmill in seaside! doors open 9pm.

my childhood dream come true :-)

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 07:55:31 GMT

i miss some of those damn Surf kids. . .

much love to you all.

Sat, 10 Jan 2004 08:02:31 GMT

big fish. go see it. bring tissues.

Wed, 07 Jan 2004 23:42:25 GMT

LJ sucks my ass. i think i am gonna start to use diaryland. i made an awesome entry- of course LONG and it gets deleted! not the first time it happened. eff that.

day 2, no carbs

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 17:04:18 GMT

i actually bought myself a journal to write in, ya know, with a pen or a pencil. imagine that! i am gonna start writing in it.

ran into a friend from Willy P last nite. totally random! he was at Ruby Tuesdays. He works in EB at WOW. maybe he can hook me up so i can start going to the gym! I was glad to see him. It was pretty awesome. blast from the past is sometimes rewarding.

i think my nose is going to heal a lot quicker than 6-9 weeks. its barely even sore. rock. none of my kids noticed it yesterday at work. i guess thats good. maybe today they will. i just dont want 'em touchin it.

eaten today : bacon, eggs, cheese. yum.

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 00:03:54 GMT

sugar is evil. it is not my friend. i hate sugar. i will no longer enjoy eating sugar.

***Sabbath eve is the weekly celebration of the cosmic wedding, and the ideal time for human lovers to unite. ***

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 07:07:40 GMT

friday = nose pierced. i felt a little pop. i asked the dude if it was over and he said 'all done' that was awesome. getting my eyebrows waxed hurts more than this did. a lil sore but definitely not as bad as i expected. cuteness. then to the city to get barrick.

saturday = menlo. on the border. 162. bowling. scored 80 then 77. did not lose by 1 point :-) threw the ball backwards only once by mistake, ha!

tomorrow= city to drop chris off at port authority. first wax museum.

feeling loved = beyond explanation.