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Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
9:46 am	i never update this thing. . . but i am babysitting and the kids are actually leaving me alone for a hot minute so i figured i would write a lil sumthin sumthin. last week stacy and i went on a road trip, mainly so i can see anthony for a short amount of time. the driving wasnt bad at all. it went by pretty fast and it was good to relax and get away from my everyday life. i miss anthony like you wouldnt believe and leaving him at giants stadium was tough. hes having a rough summer which makes it harder for me to have him away. i wish he were having the summer of his life,. hopefully it will only get better and go by super duper fast. and i cant wait until my show in providence. not sure we will make it to DCI finals. . in that case Ant is gonna be so upset if im not there, and so will i, but what can ya do. hopefully i will make it up there. on another note, there seems to be an engagement/marriage epidemic. all these people i know are getting married and stuff. crazy, i feel old. not sure if i like it or not. most importantly, chrissy will be getting married next summer and i will be in that wedding. thats pretty exciting :-) ok. . . time to go make like im doing something. maybe i will update again soon. who knows. peace (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
4:00 pm	i was bored as well, so i copied this SECTION 1 ABOUT YOURSELF + Known as: Lara, Laradiddle, Larrie, whateva you wanna call me + Lives in: East Brunswick, Dirty Jerz + Birthday: 10/02/81 + School: soon to be Kean U, again + Religion: Jew + Shoe size: 10 + Hair color: Brown- with some reddish + Eye color: Brown + Style: whatever you wanna categorize me ass + Fears: height, falling, ghosts, etc. SECTION 2 HAVE YOU EVER... + Cheated on someone? No. + Been Cheated on? who knows + Fallen off the bed? probably, yeah + Broken someone’s heart? probably + Had your heart broken? perhaps + Had a dream come true? maybe a wish, a dream- that would be nuts + Done something you regret? never regret, just realize it was a bad decision + Cheated on a test? but of course, :-) SECTION 3 CURRENTLY... + Wearing? Aero Jeans (finally can fit into them, woo!) and a green t-shirt + Listening to? the hum of the computer + Located? chad's room, even though he doesnt live here- its still his room + Chatting with? myself + Watching? nuttin + Should REALLY be doing? jogging. SECTION 4 DO YOU... + Brush your teeth? of course + Like anybody? i hate people. . . :-) + Have any piercing? yes yes yes + Drive? Yes + Drink? yes + Smoke? i smoke crack + Got a pager? ha! my dog ate my pager back in the day + ... cell phone? yes SECTION 5 PERSONAL... + What do you want to be when you grow up? a teacher and a mom and also a wonderful wife + What has been the best day of your life? the day i was born, lol?! + What comes first in your life? whatever i feel like + What do you usually think about before you go to bed? "man, i should have gone to bed earlier" + Did you lose someone you really loved? hmm, my grandmother + How many times have you fallen deeply in love? none + Love your family? yes + Love your friends? of course i do! SECTION 6 FAVORITE... + Movie: the cliche ones probably + Song: that changes periodically, probably somethin by DMB- like #41 is always my fav + Group: DMB- even though im not into them like i use to be + Store: target + Relative: my dog, lol + Sport: drum corps :-) + Ice Cream Flavor: vanilla, plain and simple + Fruit: most anything + Candy: something friuty and chewy + Holiday: my bday! <3 + Day of the Week: whichever is good + Time: this is dumb + Color: i like all colors + Name for a Girl: Lara Ilyse, duh! + Name for a Boy: *Anthony* :-) SECTION 7 DO YOU... + Like to give hugs? to some people + Like to give kisses? see above + Like to walk in the rain? not usually + Prefer black or blue pens? whatevers good + Like to travel? yes yes yes + Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side, or stomach + Think you're attractive? pshh. . well, now that i have a new haircut . . . + Have a goldfish? haha what?!. + Ever have the falling dream? all the time, CREEPY + Have stuffed animals? a bunch SECTION 10 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT... + Abortion: Anthony and I saw a truck with a dead fetus on it today in Linden, it was quite amusing. . is that twisted of me?! + Smoking: whatevers good for you + Eating Disorders: i like food. + Suicide: crazy + Summer: yay summer! + Tattoos: not for me. + Piercings: rock on. SECTION 11 THIS OR THAT... + Pierced nose or tongue? Inose all the way! hawt + MTV or BET? MTV- my guilty pleasure + 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? neither + Sugar or salt? Salt + Silver or gold? silver- or platinum + Chocolate or flowers? i dont really like chocolate, and flowers make me sneeze- but they DO last longer and dont get me fat + Color or Black-and-white photos? black and white + M&M's or Skittles? Skittles + Stay up late or sleep in? Stay up! + Hot or cold? warm + Sun or moon? I am sun and you are. . .woah, 98 flash back of Miss Saigon + Left or Right? Right + 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? One best friend. + Mustard or ketchup? ketchup! yeah 57. + Happy or sad? happy + Wonder or amazement? wonder + McDonald's or Burger King? wendys, or taco bell + Mexican or Italian food? mexican! + Lights on or off? off. + Pepsi or Coke? diet coke. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 11th, 2005
10:05 am	Represent! I've heard about this guy before. . . but hehe, check it out! http://www.abum.com/?show_media=3522&file_type=Movies *i stole this link from somewhere else. rock. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
1:17 am	upset or happy. . . i go to sleep You meet some great people through some great times in your life and even though you do not see them or speak to them everyday they are worth every second of your heart some far across the country, on the other side of your state, or a mile away from your home they will come through when you need them to counting your friends on one hand is a present tell them you love them but even moreso. . . SHOW them that you are always there for them a phone call away an e-mail away or even a random text message here or there maybe I am too chill sometimes being nice gets you nowhere but to the state of aggrevation but still remain calm perhaps the snow will accumulate enough for my dreams to persist one hundred and twenty minutes longer than usual goodnight. . . . . . i miss you. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
10:32 pm	wow! another update tonight :-) its just this stupid thing . . . it passed like 10 minutes by Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band Created by naw5689 and taken 9996 times on bzoink! Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: Dave Matthews Band Are you male or female: Iam who I am who I am who am I Describe yourself: I'll do my best for you How do some people feel about you: I was just wondering if'd come along hold up my head when my head wont hold on How do you feel about yourself: Twenty three and so tired of life such a shame to throw it all away Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Greedy little pig Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: I’d dance a thousand steps for you Describe where you want to be: I do know, where you go, is where I want to be Describe what you want to be: Could I have been anyone other than me Describe how you live: But laughing out loud makes the pain pass by Describe how you love: Tied up and twisted,the way I'd like to be For you, for me, come crash Share a few words of wisdom one drink to remember another to forget Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! (Comment on this)
7:17 pm	When it snows. . . you do crazy things LaRaDidDle: i might even take a shower. . . i am THAT bored Melisssa5210: i hate being this bored Melisssa5210: when showers are something to do not just hygenic Hello fellow LJ users. . . thought this wonderful snow day would be a perfect time for me to update this thing. I really have nothing to say, as I have cabin fever and am quite cranky this evening. :-) With all of that said. . . I shall sit here and mope until I become motivated to do something productive. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 28th, 2004
1:55 pm	RECENT POLL Should Lara march this summer? Bushwackers. and i mean MARCH, not stand in front of the damn corps picking my ass all day. help persuade me to saying yes :-) there is really nothing holding me back. (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 14th, 2004
1:40 pm	I'm not in it for myself. . . . what are you in it for? I love working at the pre-school because I get along with the staff so well. We come up with great ideas together. Nobody is big headed and afraid to let someone else do their job. We respect eachother and do everything we do to benefit the children. Communication is the key. Frustration, aggrevation, and big egos is not the way to go about things. . . . Think about it. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
6:25 pm	GO YANKEES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!     sorry Anthony. . . You can drop kick me in the neck to make up for it. wanna ride bikes? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 14th, 2004
3:37 pm	Hey!!! I am in Jerusalem right now. My trip was over yesterday morning but I am so in love with Israel that I wanted to stay. So my friend Melanie (who I met on the trip) and I were so lucky to be able to stay with someone we met here, Yael, and her family in Jerusalem. The people here are soooo nice and everything is beautiful! I have not once felt unsafe (even when I heard about the bombing that happened the other day) except for yesterday when we walked around the old city and we walked through the Arab Quarter. I got a little Nervous then, but it was fine. I have met such amazing people, both from America and Israel. I cannot wait to come back home to show pictures and share stories, although life here seems like something I can do. anyway. . . Im off to hang out with some beautiful Israeli people. See you on Monday!!! Lara (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 25th, 2004
10:17 pm	diaryland sucks so i havent updated in a while in the last week i have seen: barenaked ladies alanis morisette n.e.r.d. dave matthews band the roots 311 ROCKING!!!! 9 more days till i go to Israel :-) (14 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 1st, 2004
11:15 am	ISRAEL! Got my flight info. . . its official. I leave out of JFK 7:30pm on Agust 3rd. Arrive in Israel 12:45pm (august 4th) I leave Israel on August 13th at 12:15 (their time) and arrive at JFK 4:45 (our time) this is gonna be sooooooo awesome! i cant wait to get out of here! once i am there i also can make arrangements to stay even longer for an extra $50, but I will also have to pay to stay somewhere i suppose. we'll see. 4 more weeks. i've never been more anxious. :-) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
9:20 pm	should i stay or should i go now? so i got accepted to go on a trip to israel August 4th-the 14th for FREE. i need your help in deciding if it is a smart idea to go. . . im leaning to yes, but i have my concerns of course. . . help me out and let me know!!!! here is a lil description of the trip. . . If you are looking for an unparalleled way to experience the awesome adventure of Israel, this is the trip for you. Our most popular program, this is the only birthright israel trip in which you travel for 10-days with Israeli peers. You will hike and explore the natural beauty of the land, and discover the power of the desert as you camp out beneath the stars. Participate in workshops on Israel in the media and the current political situation. Take part in a community service project. Experience Shabbat in Jerusalem, leave a personal prayer in the stones of the Western Wall and climb Masada for sunrise. Israel with Israeli peers... It is an experience you will never forget! LP (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 24th, 2004
12:38 pm	so they blocked using the AIM link on aol.com on the computers here at school. thats some fucking bullshit. they are like the AIM nazi's in here or something. of course the lab in the radio station where i normally hang out doesnt give a shit what you do in there! we watch all sorts of things on those computers. fuck the library. and thats my yelling for the day :-) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
12:59 pm	yeaaaaah i know it's been forever. but whateva. i like this whole POST A MEMORY in my journal thing. . . so. . . DO IT! otherwise. . lets see what's new. graduated college last week. . . still need 3 summer classes but i walked. wore the cap and gown. im basically there. funny how time flies. now what to do with my life? well. . . thats for fate to work itself out. (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 26th, 2004
12:15 pm	GAY STRAIGHT ALLIANCE if your High School has a GSA club plllllease contact me with the advisors name and contact info, i.e. number, email address. OR if you know any cool gay teenagers wanting to come out to their parents, whatnot. i know you all know SOMEONE or have some sort of Club at your high school. love you mucho. . . (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 20th, 2004
8:59 pm	be on tv!!! hey girls and guys. . . i am interning at this production company who is now casting for a show called "girls vs. guys" its a reality competition show. you need to be 16 before july 5th i believe. go to this website. . . http://www.the-n.com/ntv/gvb/castingcall/ CHECK IT OUT!!! i know you all are, or know cool crazy personable kids who are 16 years old!! (Comment on this)
Monday, February 23rd, 2004
9:11 pm	yeah yeah yeah. . . i am alive. i just don't write in this thing anymore. life is life, as usual. some good things, some bad things. . . but i thought i would share this with all my Surf peeps, as Melissa so kindly reminded me of it. . . I sure as hell will not miss playing the game. ha! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 20th, 2004
10:34 pm	THIS Friday night. JORDAN KNIGHT @ the sawmill in seaside! doors open 9pm. my childhood dream come true :-) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 17th, 2004
2:55 am	i miss some of those damn Surf kids. . . much love to you all. (2 Comments |Comment on this)